One of the best feelings in the world is when...
right before he took me home, i kissed him and held his face. “if i ever come off as crazy or clingy or possessive, i’m sorry. but that’s just because i really want to be with you.” and he said, “i know. but you are with me.” and with no control of my own, i began to cry. it wasn’t because he had to leave me for the night and i have gotten used to him...
haven't been home;
yeah i haven’t been home until now. this whole weekend i was just out. it was awesome. i barhopped in the city with him<3, went to a barbeque with him and his family, and now i’m home. and…. it’s pain all over again.
you were unexpected, but perfectly so.
today, as he waited for the train with me, i studied his face. i stared deep into his dark, mahogany eyes, framed perfectly with his arched eyebrows. i watched how his long lashes threw the shadows over his high cheeks. i ran my hands through his close cropped hair. i stroked his close shaven beard, feeling every single hair against my fingers. i touched his lips, so similarly shaped like mine. i...
Alcohol may be man's worse enemy, but the Bible...
Expectations ruin everything.
it’s getting to that point where i’ll be desperately trying to cram in last minute company with those important people. there’s only so much time left with all of them and him<3. and not all of that time can be devoted to just being with them and him<3; i have to do things to keep my life in check and they have their own lives. and because there’s always too many...
my voice is fucked up from screaming. it sounds deeper, it cracks every now and then, and sometimes, it kind of hurts. and she asks me why my voice is like this. she has nowhere else to look for the reason why than to just look in a mirror.
i wonder if he misses me like i miss him. i wonder if he ever dreamt of me like i did. i wonder if he looks at me the way i do for him. i wonder if he loves my touch the way i love his. i wonder if he thinks of me as much as i think of him. i wonder if he daydreams about me the same amount i do. i wonder if he really loves me as much as he says he does.
in guitar, i was whipping my hair at @kevinchen21995 and i cricked my neck. after school i went to @chinkfryrice’s house with @thisismythoughprocess. we borrowed michael’s bikes to go to the gas station and ‘cause michael’s bikes were either too high or too low for me, i was having… problems. and i crashed into a bush.
How to piss off a bus driver.....
raenasty: duckyy6: foreverstonedd: lmfaooooooo Rofl
chinkfryrice: take it easy make a point fuck the world and smoke a joint
9587.) I can’t tell my father that I love him.
that awkward moment when someone asks what's...
i hate mornings;
but the mornings are easier each day when i get to hear his voice over the phone saying, “good morning, babe. get ready for school.”
saturday night i went out and partied with my friends. got drunk and got high. and it was great. and because the hotel room had too many people and were too loud, i went back to his house to sleep and break night. and it’s great; to fall asleep with your favorite person, and to wake up with your favorite person. the last thing you see, and the first thing you see. and as i made my...
i’m glad that we finally got over the past and that you’re no longer awkward with me and i’m no longer bitter with you. i’m glad that we can finally talk normally again without any awkward pause or useless small talk. i’m glad that you have found someone perfect for you and that i found someone perfect for me. i would say that there is still some resentment but it...
Old enough to know better // Young enough not to...
Last night I let the party get the best of me.
last night bled into the wee hours of today. a poppin’ party with awesome people. and i finally got my butterfly knife. and i didn’t go home for the first time. broke night at his house.
princessjennylulu: zombiesailor: It’s funny how I fell in love with you. Didn’t expect to. But I’m happy..? (: i know i certainly am for falling for him.
i hate it when people overreact about shit that shouldn’t be overreacted about. yes, i understand that everyone overreacts every now and then, and their emotions fog up their mind, but still. not many people overreact about stupid shit. not many people overreact about something that can be compromised about. jesus lord, suck this up.
just came home from working out with @thisismythoughtprocess, @beautyofthebreakdown and jin. the endorphins are wonderful.
bnphonetic-deactivated20120106 asked: i go hard in the mother fucking paint all day every day!
The Offspring - You’re Gonna Go Far, Kid
"i love you";
and once, i was drunk with him, and without thinking, i said, “i love you.” he says, “do you really?” and i say, “well i certainly like you a lot.” and he gets smashed himself and non-stoppingly said “i love you.” even sober, we say “i love you.” i really want to think what i feel for him really is love, sometimes i’m not sure if...
9:19 pm i was flexing my cock instead ANYWAY WildSevenGirl 9:20 pm what the fuck oh the friends that i have.
When someone takes pictures of me at a party
thetipsyteaparty: Expectation: Reality:
after school, i hung out with @kevinchen21995 for a little bit while he was waiting for a friend to get out of school. he was trying to suck some more sweet tea out of his cup but all that was left was ice. so i jerked the cup up and down. and it worked.
i find this kind of shit funny; i hate it when bitches cry to try to guilt others into apologizing. i won’t lie, i used to do that shit too, but those immature days are long gone. maybe she was crying because she actually legit felt hurt by what had happened. but shit, if she expects me to bow down and say sorry, she can go fuck herself. she deserves to cry. and that’s just small,...
bnphonetic-deactivated20120106 asked: today i had Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner and i didnt pay rent. OMG JIMMY MCMILLAN WAS RIGHT! HE IS CHANGING THINGS! haha
nickhou replied to your post: @nickhou; omg nobody around me believed me. looked like peter griffin’s chin too LOLOLOL ben said taht shit too LOL.
nickhou replied to your post: Mothers dont have money to buy children Breakfast, Lunch and dinner. U no why? cuz the rent is TOO DAMN HIGH! OMG WAS IT JUST ME OR DID IT LOOK LIKE A BALLSACK LMFAO YO. i nudge ben, and i’m like is it just me or does it look like the chin part of his beard looks like balls. and the rest of the time we’re like LOLOLOLOLOL.
bnphonetic-deactivated20120106 asked: Mothers dont have money to buy children Breakfast, Lunch and dinner. U no why?
cuz the rent is TOO DAMN HIGH!
cuz the rent is TOO DAMN HIGH!
i don’t cry over physical pain anymore. unless it’s something especially horrible, like, if my arm was slashed through and needed 15 stitches. i realized this after my mom finished beating the hell out of me with a stick. i looked in the mirror and saw the black bruises on the back of my legs, the cut on my thigh, the swelling on my elbow and hands. i wasn’t crying because it...